Hey Wellcome to c0mplex.dev
This will be my little space of the internet or like everyone calls it (corner)
About Me
Hi there I am samuel but you can call me sam I am 17 and I am pc enthusiast aka nerd of computers I like to do programming in my free time and i am from Colombia but I have a very good English level, most of the people would describe me as a quiet person or "loner" i dont have many friends(or atleast people i consider so) you can write me at any hour on this channels
a poem i like:
i would like very much to live in a small hole in the ground like a mole a small hole for an even smaller
mole maybe dug into the side of a hill and i will close off the entrance to keep out the chill of the winters,
heat of the summers no one would know, but please tell my mother i’m sorry, i’m sorry but it had to be done
because when you can’t run from the invisible weight of the world teetering on your shoulder blades just
smother yourself with dirt bury yourself alive so at least then you know where the suffocation is coming from
because when i can feel my stomach being pulled out through my lips and forced back down again whenever
its decided so i’d at least like to know who’s responsible so i can thank them for giving me a gag reflex
crafted from steel and the artistry to construct a creative, well-rounded list of a thousand and one ways
i could die i’ve learned that when fire and ice combine they don’t divide, they multiply two extremes don’t
cancel they intensify and yes there’s something bringing the cold but oh i bring the burn if i was a mole
in the side of a hill i wouldn’t seek that same masochistic thrill that keeps my human heart humming human
mind numbing someone please help me, i think i’m becoming insignificant again that’s the third time today
a mole wouldn’t cry when asked of its day when i was little i was told i had an excellent imagination who
ever would have guessed i’d use it in the creation of my own personal hell where everything’s my fault and
no matter how small i get i always take up too much space while at the same time taking up no space because
have you ever thought about how big space is everyone’s so small but i’m the biggest small of them all not
if i was a mole in the side of a hill with neither the heat nor the chill it’s quiet and cosy but really,
that’s silly and i don’t suppose we could come to some sort of agreement for there’s lives to be lived
business to conduct there’s moments to experience and there’s nothing to discuss things to think too much
everything to think too much i always think too much
BY:
Savannah Brown